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Okay, so here's the thing. I let my brother start sucking my nipples and it might have been a huge mistake. I really need to stop this, but I can't. It’s not right, siblings don’t do things like this, and deep down, I know it's messed up. But one day we were just goofing around after school, wrestling on my bed like we used to when we were little kids. He pinned me down and then his hands went under my shirt and I giggled at first. Then he started kissing my neck, something felt different, not playful anymore. When his mouth closed over my nipple through the fabric of my bra… I should've pushed him off right then. Instead a moan came out. I said "no," but it was breathy and weak while my body arched into him wanting more. My head screamed “what are you doing,” but my skin tingled everywhere with heat spreading low in my stomach making me wet instantly despite the guilt burning in the back of my mind. I know, it sounds ridiculous and wrong. We’re siblings, this is not what families are supposed to do. But now he thinks he can just have my boobs whenever he wants. It's become his favorite pastime, watch a movie? His hand wanders up my shirt. I'm doing homework? He comes in looking for a "snack." Sometimes I think maybe I should just buy him a pacifier so he has something else to suck on besides me all the damn time.