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It started as a fun, forbidden thrill, watching hours of diaper hypnosis, whispering promises of permanent incontinence straight into her ears. The videos claimed that enough exposure would reprogram her body, and part of her desperately wanted to believe it was all fantasy, a kinky game with no real consequences. She binged for weeks, headphones clamped tight, letting the suggestive whispers and rhythmic pulses wash over her until the idea felt less like a fetish and more like an inevitability. Now you realize it wasn’t a game at all. The hypnosis worked too well. Your body doesn’t ask permission anymore; when it needs to go, it goes. Now she lives with the result: a bladder that no longer obeys her. Every day is a race against her own body, stuffing herself into pastel pull-up diapers before heading out the door, trying to time every twinge and sudden urge so she can reach a toilet before everything gives way. Now you are stuck hoping you can re-potty train yourself. You set alarms on your phone, trying to retrain your brain to recognize the signals your body has learned to ignore. You sit on the toilet every hour, whether you feel the urge or not, straining and concentrating, willing your body to remember what it’s like to control yourself. But more often than not, nothing happens, until ten minutes later, when you’re laying on your sofa or standing in line for coffee, and warmth spreads between your legs without any warning. You carry a discreet diaper bag everywhere now, along with wipes and powder, just in case. The crinkle under your clothes is a constant reminder of what you’ve done to yourself. Sometimes you catch people looking at you funny when you shift in your seat or walk a little stiffly, do they know? Can they smell it? Every public outing is a test of endurance and shame. And tonight, you will lay in bed with a thicker nighttime diaper securely taped around your hips, you wonder if this is just your life now, forever at the mercy of urges you deliberately erased from your control.